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Veterans reflect on the Vietnam War

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My name is Janice Christina Anne McCarthy,

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and I served at the 1st

 Australian Field Hospital

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in Vung Tau in Vietnam.

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My name is Steve Kyritsis.

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I'm a National Serviceman,

 and I was called up

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in June 1966

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for two years service

 in the Australian forces.

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I served in Vietnam in 1967 and '68

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with the 3rd Battalion, Royal Australian Regiment, first tour.

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My name's Bill Cornford.

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I was a conscript.

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I became sort of permanent army,

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but I spent all of 1969 in Vietnam.

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Prior to that, I was at the Ordnance

 Training Centre in Bonegilla, near Albury.

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My name is Barry Aumann.

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I served with the Australian Army

 in the engineers

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from May 1967 until the end of February 1968.

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Well, I was born on a very small island

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in Greece called Nisyros.

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That was back in 1947.

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And we arrived here in Melbourne in 1959.

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In 1963, My parents wanted to become

Australian citizens

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to get the pension of course.

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And Mum said to me

 'Why don't you join us?'

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'You've got nothing to lose.' I said 'Mum,

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at this stage there’s no benefit.’

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She said 'Come on!'.

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At the end of the day, I went along with them

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and in 1963 I became an Australian citizen

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not knowing that three years later I would be called up as a National Serviceman.

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I registered with conscription, of course, and

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luckily or unluckily, whichever way you look at it,

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my numbers came up and in June 1966,

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I was in the Australian forces with my first training at Puckapunyal.

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I know a lot of my mates were concerned

 that they would get called up,

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but that didn't seem to worry me

 all that much.

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Throughout my childhood,

 I'd seen pictures of people in the army.

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My father had been in the army

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prior to the Second World War

 and during the Second World War.

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My uncles, my great grandfather,

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they'd been in the First World War, and

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I was just surrounded

 by people who had been in both

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the First and Second World War.

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So it didn’t sort of

 hit me as much as it might have done

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and certainly not as bad as some of my mates who desperately didn't want to be called up.

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Well, after I finished my midwifery training,

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I trotted around Europe for a few months

 and decided it was time to come home.

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And I came home and on the way home

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I visited a friend in Singapore

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who was in the Queen Alexandra's Royal Army Nursing Service

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and went up and saw her in the mess.

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And I thought "Oh, well, this isn't bad. I could do with this."

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 Anyway, when I came home I went

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back to Box Hill for a few months

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because I wasn't sure whether, you know,

 it was just itchy feet.

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But I decided after about seven or eight months that I would join the army.

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And coming from a country town

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where Puckapunyal was very close by,

 I guess that was a bit of an influence.

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Deep down, I think I would have been a little bit disappointed if I hadn't been called up.

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I think that has perhaps

 taken me decades to actually admit that.

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I wouldn’t have been broken hearted

 if I hadn't been called up.

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But there was a sense of adventure.

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It also appealed as a challenge.

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I enjoyed the trip over, that was good fun.

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We kept stopping at all these places.

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I was able to see Darwin, I'd never been to Darwin.

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I'd never been

 to Singapore, never been to Penang.

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And because the plane was dropping

 stuff off on the way, we'd get in fairly

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early and off we'd trot and go

 and have a look at the scenery.

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So the trip over was quite good. I enjoyed that.

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But landing in Vietnam,

 that changed my view.

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The trip from the airport to the camp that we were involved in,

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that sort of, Vietnam was a bit of a mess.

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Everything was on a war footing,

 as you might understand.

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And you know, everywhere you went

 there were guns and there were tanks

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and there were military vehicles

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and barricades and all that sort of stuff.

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And that was a bit of a culture shock.

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Culture shock, that's

 probably not the right word, but

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I hadn't sort of expected it.

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I hadn't sort of mentally processed that until I got there.

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And then I thought ‘Ah,

 yeah, this is for real’.

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We landed in Saigon on the 12th of December 1967.

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It was a bit frightening.

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I mean, you could feel

 this country was at war.

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There were lots of Americans about.

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A lot of helicopters at the airport.

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Aeroplanes, of course, American aeroplanes.

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So we really felt, hey,

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we are approaching to do what we're supposed to do here

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in South Vietnam.

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Well, at the airfield

 there were hundreds of military aircraft,

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I'd never seen so many aircraft

 in my life.

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Helicopters, planes, everything.

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But then we went out to the hospital

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and we were on a beach sandy area.

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And I've never seen

 so much sand in my life

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and there was not a bit of grass.

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Not a bit of grass.

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And it was very grey

 and I thought ‘Oh, what have I done?’

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But anyway, I got used to it.

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I've never forgotten

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when we were at the airport in Manila,

 because we'd been sort of

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put in a corner out of the way

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and told to stay there

 until someone came to get us.

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And I guess we were all feeling pretty grown up, puffed up, full of ourselves.

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We'd sort of handled

 everything that the Army had thrown at us

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during recruit

 training and corp training and Canungra.

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I guess we had our chest

 puffed out a bit and a bit of a swagger,

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and this woman came up

 and she could have been

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the mother of any of us,

 and she was quite emotional.

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She said 'Oh, but you all look so young'.

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Kind of deflated us a little bit.

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I was in charge of a unit that was responsible for identifying parts.

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It sounds silly, but for example,

 if you were out in the field

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somewhere and something broke,

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you would send back to get a replacement.

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Now, if the replacement wasn't in country,

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I'd get your request.

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And that was then my job

 and my team of people's job to find it.

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I was in an infantry battalion.

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I was a rifleman.

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And also I was in charge

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in our platoon of the M79

 grenade launcher.

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And this M79 launcher

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is similar to a rifle, but more powerful.

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Very much more powerful.

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So I was in charge in our platoon of that.

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If the battalions were out, you got gunshot wounds,

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you got sadly some amputations,

 particularly if

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they were in minefields

 and things like that.

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Occasionally you got an accident,

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you know, from trucks

 and things like that.

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That was just occasional.

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But mainly

 it was boys who were wounded and ill.

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But in the wards when I was up there,

 we had an outbreak of malaria

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and that was very, very busy

 and the poor boys

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were very sick actually,

 and they were coming off the choppers.

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The choppers were coming in all the time

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and we had to set up another ward

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and we also had to put them

 over at 36th Evacuation Hospital

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over at the airfield with the Americans

 because we just ran out of beds.

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The trauma in some regard,

 I guess I was a bit used to.

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But of course, you know,

 they were Australian boys and

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we really worked very hard to make sure they were going to be okay.

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Engineers were responsible for building roads, the airstrip, electricity, water supply.

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And there was a desperate

 push on to get people out

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of living under canvas into buildings.

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One photo I've got, we poured the concrete slab to the floor of the building

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and they'd already put a refrigerator

 and cardboard boxes on the slab.

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We hadn't even started

 to put the building up yet.

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We were under constant pressure

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to just get a lot

 of work done in a short time.

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The Tet Offensive was a

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massive operation.

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Of course, 3RAR and our platoon

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found ourselves fighting in towns

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such as Baria, Long Dien, Hoa Long.

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And it was nothing like what

 we were trained to do.

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This was in the main streets

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fighting the enemy house to house.

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There wasn't a jungle to fight the enemy.

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It was different

 to what we were trained for.

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But certainly, after a while,

 after a few days, we managed to

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get rid of the enemy from these towns.

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We lost a few soldiers, but thankfully,

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a lot of us returned back to our base

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I think two or three weeks later.

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We tried to look after ourselves

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and pay night I think was on a Thursday.

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I might be wrong,

 but I think it was a Thursday night.

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And on pay nights,

 not that you drew much pay anyway,

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We'd have a function somewhere,

 in one of the sergeant's messes.

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We used to have a prawn and beer night.

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I don't know what we did,

 but I know one had a bingo night

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and another was a karaoke

 type night or whatever,

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so you'd invite people from the other

 units.

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The best one and the one

 you never missed out on was the one at the

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Air Force Sergeant's mess

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because they flew in Australian meat pies.

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They'd fly them in from Darwin

 with real tomato sauce.

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We used to, on Sunday actually,

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occasionally go out to the local

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area where the nuns were

 that had an orphanage

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and we'd go out there and work

 and do a few things

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and mainly talk to the kids

 and play with the kids.

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And it was good for the boys, particularly

 because they had children at home.

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So they were getting a bit of,

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you know, away from the theatre a bit.

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But we went in an ambulance with a gun jeep up in front

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and flak jackets on

 and what have you.

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So that was different.

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But it crossed my mind, I thought ‘I hope

 my mother has no idea what I'm doing’.

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I think one of my fondest memories

 is the fantastic relationship

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that there was between the regulars

 and the national servicemen.

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There really was no distinction at all.

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I mean,

 there was a lot of good natured banter,

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which could be fairly brutal at times.

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But it was always good natured.

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Always.

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I think to me

 that was one of the highlights.

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Coral Balmoral didn't finish until about the 6th of June

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but around about the 2nd of June

 we returned back to our base.

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We spent a day or two at the base,

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and then we flew home.

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We flew back on a Qantas flight

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at about 11:00 at night.

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We landed at the Sydney airport.

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There was nobody to greet us.

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And I think this is

 where the Australian Government

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made lots of mistakes.

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I think they've learned their lessons.

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Now landing at 11 o’clock at night

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with nobody to greet

 us, I think was a very low point.

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I mean

 you are in a war zone in the morning

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and you're landing in Sydney 11 hours later.

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It wasn't good.

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The thing that got me most was arriving in

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Mascot Airport in Sydney

 well after midnight,

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and I'm told the reason for arriving at

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that time of night was so

 as the public wouldn't see us.

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But we got off the plane

 and there's a whole plane of soldiers

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that were going on leave

 and they were going on long

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leave like about six or eight weeks

 or something like that.

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And they had to be paid money,

 real cash money.

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This is the days before,

 you know, credit cards and stuff.

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And there were all these soldiers running around holding weapons, guarding the money.

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And it was sort of like shattering

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to get off the plane and think ‘Oh,

 I'm coming back home to Australia where

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all that war part is gone,’ and there's

 all these guys holding weapons.

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That was a bit disconcerting.

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What you found was, I went back to Ingleburn and,

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you know, you'd be sort of sitting

 in the mess afterwards,

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it didn't matter where you were,

 but people would be talking away

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and they'd be talking about little things

 and things

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that you probably talked

 about beforehand too.

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And I found myself

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sort of getting up and going

 because I thought ‘Oh,

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you know, they're making mountains

 out of molehills’.

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And I guess it took me about twelve months

 to realise

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that life was a bit different back home than it was over there.

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So I would have had

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probably about three weeks leave,

 most of which I spent picking pears

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because that was always

 our very busiest time of the year.

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And then I had to report to the Simpson barracks at Watsonia, which I did.

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And he said 'Well, get yourself up

 to 21 Construction at Puckapunyal’.

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So I think I got there

 just about lunchtime.

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And in some ways, I was very fortunate

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because that six months

 was really my transition time.

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I was still in the Army, but I was spending a lot of time back in my previous occupation.

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And I've often felt for some of my counterparts who, in some cases,

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they were out operations

 one week, and a week later,

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they're back in Australia,

 they're out of the Army,

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they've lost all of their mates

 for the last two years

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and they're on their own.

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And I think that in some cases

 would have been very, very difficult.

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You've probably heard the story

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that the public tended to blame

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the people that were there

 rather than the government

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for the chaos that had become Vietnam.

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And one thing that still sticks with me

 is I remember my father,

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he was an old soldier

 from the Second World War,

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a member of the RSL up in Morwell, and

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he wanted to take his son down

 to the RSL and introduce him.

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So I had to dress up in the uniform,

 the whole bit, and go to the RSL.

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Now the RSL made you a member

 automatically if you returned from Vietnam,

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You didn't have to apply,

 they just made you a member.

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So I go into the RSL and the old man is sort of showing off his boy.

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And most of the guys were pretty good,

 but one of them came up to me

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and he said ‘So you're one of the baby killers, are you?’.

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And I remember that.

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This was a Second World War veteran,

 and he said that.

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I didn't go back into an RSL for 35 years after that.

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I became a protest marcher.

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It took me about five minutes to realise we shouldn’t have been there.

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After seeing what we’d really done to the Vietnamese without really helping them very much

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I just felt sorry for them. I thought ‘We shouldn’t be doing this’.

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And I joined in with everybody else.  

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We were told

 we weren't to wear our uniforms

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out of the unit areas where we were

 because there were a few problems.

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A few soldiers had been not assaulted,

 I guess, verbally abused and things.

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But what we felt,

 and we did feel very strongly about it,

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was that it shouldn't have been, you know,

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everyone has a right to march and carry on about things if they don't agree with it,

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but not to abuse the troops.

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I mean, they were sent there by the government and that was the way it happened.

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The soldiers deserved better

 during that time

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of the moratoriums and things,

 and that used to upset us a bit.

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I think there was an error

 made by the population,

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by the demonstrators, to pick on us

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instead of the government really.

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The government made a decision,

 it wasn't us.

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We were called up. We did our duty as soldiers.

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And I think we all should be

 proud of that, 100 per cent.

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But saying that, things have changed.

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I think we are looked upon as, I wouldn’t say the word heroes, but

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we did a good job. Job well done. All the Nashos that served in Vietnam.

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It was a job well done.

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I never experienced any hostility or antagonism at all.

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But I did quickly realise that people weren't

 that interested in my experiences.

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I think it was more

 a case of 'Well, he's back

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and he seems to be okay, you know,

 so let's just move along.

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We won't take the chance of causing,

 you know, upsetting him or anything'.

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And then it was compounded as the demonstrations and that grew bigger

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and that was difficult.

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On one level, I felt that

 they had the right to demonstrate.

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That was part of the reason

 that we'd been fighting.

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And that was the reason

 why Australians had fought in the First

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and the Second World Wars,

to give people that freedom.

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Back then, and I still do,

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I would have loved to have seen from

 some of those people demonstrating

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if they had expressed appreciation of the fact

 that they had the freedom to demonstrate,

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because I don't think there's any doubt,

 they wouldn't have lasted

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their counterparts in North Vietnam,

 if they'd attempted to demonstrate

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against the war, well, they wouldn't

 have lasted very long at all.

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Anzac Day to me is a time of remembrance.

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It’s not about the medals you’re wearing or anything else.

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It’s remembering. Remembering those who’ve gone before

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and those that didn’t come back.

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I just think of the people who

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for no fault of their own,

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lost their lives or

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lost some part of their being like,

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you know, their mental health

 or have lost a limb or whatever,

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and they did it because they were just

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normal people who thought they were doing

 the right thing.

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Whether they were or not is irrelevant

 because,

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you know, they were doing something that they thought was patriotic and

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they suffered the consequences of that.

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And for that, I feel sorry and grateful.

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I had a phone call

 from one of my mates here in Melbourne

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back in 2000.

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He said 'Steve, why don't you join us

 to march on Anzac Day?'

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Now I'd never marched on Anzac Day prior

 to that,

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since 1968 when I returned home.

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That's 30 years later.

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And I did go to Anzac Day.

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We marched under our banner.

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And I have to say that was my rehabilitation,

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my returning back to commemorating events

 such as Anzac Day and marching.

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And I have to say I haven't missed one year after that.

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Every year we march on Anzac Day. We are proud.

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We feel proud, of course.

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But Anzac Day now means a lot more to me

 than it did in the past.

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And I think part of that is because I have to appreciate the life that I've enjoyed.

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And along with that comes the realisation

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of what some of my colleagues have missed out on through no fault of their own.

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